bipolar

I feel like my entries in this thing are super polarized.  Last post I was awesome, this post I suck.  I got about three hours of sleep last night and I feel like complete crap today.  Yesterday was our 2nd wedding anniversary and it was stupid.  I was supposed to have a doctor's appointment but I was 15 minutes late and the doctor wouldn't see me.  I am getting a little bit too large for even my maternity clothes and I hate looking at myself in the mirror.  I need a haircut but I don't feel like paying $50 for someone to do it right.  Rob needs a car because I am getting really, really sick of driving him to work.  I feel like I don't have any control over anything in my life and on my worse days it makes me feel like I'm suffocating.  Blah blah blah blah blahblahblalblahblah.    Poor me.

Other, more random things: I recently found out my brother's high school girlfriend was 2nd runner up in the Miss USA pageant.  He always dates super pretty girls and I don't really know how he pulls it off.  Sadly I watched a clip of her giving an answer to something for like 5 seconds and I had to turn it off because she sounded like such a bimbo.  My other brother is doing an internship in Watford, England until October at a golf course.  This is freaking where the HARRY POTTER STUDIO is, people.  Also he saw Draco Malfoy golfing where he works.  Freaking lucky.