Why did I ever start drinking coffee? And tea? And drinking pop on a regular basis? And taking vitamins with caffeine?
I can't win.
It's like I have to keep intaking this drug in order to keep my "alert" high. Tea or coffee in the morning. With the caffeine vitamin. Get to work. Have coffee. Possibly tea later on. Then come home and have Dr. Pepper, which is basically like crack to me.
Once I tried to cut caffeine out of my diet. This worked for approximately three days.
It's not even like it provides me with energy. I'm tired all the freaking time. I have to consume these things merely to function at all. Sad. I should probably judge drug addicts less harshly.
Ick. What a waste of health. And money. I don't even want to think about how many ounces of caramel brulee latte I've consumed since the beginning of the month. What delicious, delicious poison.
On an unrelated note,
Christmas is in five days. Holy cow, where did this year go? So many changes. New job, new car, new husband, new home, new state, new name...and this was all before the end of June. Life is finally starting to feel "settled" and perhaps more in a way like this is how it has always been, and that's a good thing.
I like my job. And my car. And my husband. And my home. Ehh, not so much my state. But I like my name.
I am interested to see what new thing await us after the new year.
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