This week has felt like an eternity for me. My back has been hurting so badly for the past month and I have had literally zero time to go to my chiropractor. At this point falling asleep takes hours and when I do I don't sleep soundly because it is so uncomfortable. Sitting in soft chairs with no support for my lower back is a joke. And the fact that I am in pain and running on little sleep has been making me..how shall we say..snippy?
I hate the feeling of carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders. Seriously. When I get like this it feels like some super-strong giant person is pushing down on my shoulders and all I want to do is scream. It's the stress that really gets me. I am completely and utterly incapable of managing my stress, which, apparently, comes from nowhere? The smallest thing and trigger me into hours worth of bad moods and make my body tense up so tightly. Yesterday I went on a 50 minute walk by myself after flipping out at Rob to try to take the edge off of the tension in my shoulders. BLAH. Luckily my chiropractor is in tomorrow and maybe I'll get a bit sorted out. Though I could really go for a massage. For an hour. Or forever.
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